IS IT DIFFICULT TO RECEIVE DIKSHA?

If I'm in good mood, I give practice easily. If I'm in bad mood, I take long action. Because nowadays many people are coming, they have done lots of research already in it. They are doing good studies and they are going deeper into the subject. So, my mood is good. My god, my mood was really bad in those days. I mean, let's say about 20 years back or 25 years back. I was using so heavy bad words most of the time. The reaction to the situation. Even a person in samadhi react. Of course, you have to deal with that even though you may be very

knowledgeable wise person. And if someone is wise and knowledgeable, he will know every single bad word also. And he will be wise enough to know exactly when to use and when not to use. That is wisdom.