YOGIRAJ MAHARAJ

Book 2 · Part 2 · Chapter 3

Visions and mystical encounters (Shiva, Hanuman, Babaji, Matsyendranath, the astral)

From the text: He met Matsyendranath on 16 June 2000 around noon.

56 sections from 40 Darshans · 16,894 words · 3 sections of Guruji’s book listed

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  1. Dattatreya three-head belief and Anusuiya myth excerpt · Dattatreya
  2. Is this your way of communicating with God? · Puja
  3. The wish for Babaji's darshan; two blessings and a hand on the head · Video AXchtItYxYI
  4. Effects: confidence and bliss, grey hair to black, slower ageing, a changed life · Video AXchtItYxYI
  5. Anandamayi Ma: seeker types, Goloka, bhakti and nested spiritual stories · ANANDAMAYI MA
  6. God-assumption analogy, Kamakhya/Braj reading, unidentified golden shadow and rare-awakening claims · ASSUMING GOD – A FORMULA
  7. Commentary effort, uncertain dates, Gwalior legends, faith/hope and Nature guidance · Commentaries, Immortality, Babaji
  8. Babaji grace, second samadhi, first disciples and descent/ascent understanding · Darshan №14
  9. Genie English witness: limits on merging, certification and identity · Darshan №7
  10. Shiva/Sati, sound petals, uncertain mystical understanding and dhuni 9/11 date · Darshan №9
  11. Assumption, spontaneous calls and learning sources · Darshan №9
  12. Devotion, motives and the search for wisdom · Devotion, motives and the search for wisdom
  13. Mystical stories part 2 — king of Nagas and the frog · DIFFERENT THOUGHTS…
  14. Mystical stories part 3 — the kunda's guard · DIFFERENT THOUGHTS…
  15. The navel strike, the Hanuman and Babaji visions, and the recovery · FEW GURUJI STORIES
  16. Frequent talks with Hanuman, the darbar, and spirit communication as spiritual life; Shibendu's visit · FEW GURUJI STORIES
  17. Lotus on the water — the Ganges floating account and showing off · HUMAN NATURE IS TO DOMINATE
  18. Black dogs of Dattatreya and Gorakhnath at this place · KNOWLEDGE
  19. Souls undescribed anywhere; the 1990 mystical story · Kutastha
  20. To see Shiva and Shakti · MY MEANS
  21. Guruji experiences the astral world · MYTHOLOGY OR REAL STORIES
  22. Guruji experiences the astral world (continued) · MYTHOLOGY OR REAL STORIES
  23. Mystical story: meeting with the shape-shifting snake (full version) · NAULI+500 PUSH-UPS
  24. Mystical story: meeting with the shape-shifting snake (full version) (continued) · NAULI+500 PUSH-UPS
  25. Vision of Shiva · NAULI+500 PUSH-UPS
  26. Vision of Shiva (continued) · NAULI+500 PUSH-UPS
  27. Vama and Purusha; the golden shadow of the Gita dictation · Night time is suggested the best for the yoga practice. Gita suggest it.
  28. Mystical Story 1 — the Himalayan cave and Shiva's place · Night time is suggested the best for the yoga practice. Gita suggest it.
  29. Nepal earthquake and protection · Night time is suggested the best for the yoga practice. Gita suggest it.
  30. Mystical Story 2 — the voice on the railway track · Night time is suggested the best for the yoga practice. Gita suggest it.
  31. The Christ-spirit account and the 19 August 1999 rite · Ojas, tejas & prana.
  32. My dreams · QUOTE FROM CHANAKYA
  33. Fateful manifestation of Shiva · QUOTE FROM CHANAKYA
  34. Escaped death by 1 cm — the barricade and the bike · SELF – REALIZATION IS THE GRACE OF THE GURU
  35. Escaped death by 1 cm — the barricade and the bike (continued) · SELF – REALIZATION IS THE GRACE OF THE GURU
  36. Meeting with immortals: Matsyendranath, Babaji and the two ladies · SHAKTI TEMPLES
  37. The 'NUTRITION OF GURUJI' heading and the childhood ghost sighting · SHAKTIPATH, ONLY THE GURU DECIDES
  38. The 1996 invocation of Vishnu and Shiva's appearance · SHIVA JI APPEARING
  39. Q&A on the appearance, the invocation and its aftermath · SHIVA JI APPEARING
  40. The influence of a strong soul - Kali Ma's blessing · SMASHAN AND SUSHUMNA
  41. The test from Matsyendranath · TEST FROM MATSYENDRANATH
  42. The avadhut, Barinath and the Bharthari lineage · The miracle of water in the kund turning in to the milk.
  43. First Mahashivaratri · THE STORY OG GOVARDHAN HILL
  44. Tirupati 1997 · There is no preparation for Kriya Yoga.
  45. How the Shailendra mantra came — the 2004 Shakti puja · WHAT WILL BE AFTER DEATH
  46. Instagram clip, ASR: a narrated introduction to the fifth Guru of the paramparā and a garbled first-person start of an account dated 2 April 1988, breaking off. · Life-story account of Babaji and the lineage
  47. Tao Te Ching — Discussion 4: Churning the Ocean — Five stone men changed my DNA memory · Tao Te Ching — The Yogic Way
  48. Tao Te Ching — Discussion 5: The Final Exorcism — Divine power is magic · Tao Te Ching — The Yogic Way
  49. Tao Te Ching — Discussion 6: Eye of the Storm — Churning begins in the room · Tao Te Ching — The Yogic Way
  50. Darshans2021#09 | Shree Shailendra Sharma · Darshans2021#09 | Shree Shailendra Sharma
  51. Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill · Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill
  52. Invocation, frightening rescue and transformation · Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill
  53. guruji.com.ua — mysrical-stories · guruji.com.ua — mysrical-stories
  54. The Owner of the Kund · The Owner of the Kund
  55. Protection, distance and end of hissing · The Owner of the Kund
  56. Awakened Corpse · Awakened Corpse
  57. Yogi’s Abilities · Yogi’s Abilities
  58. The Meeting with Matsyendra Nath and the House Built for the King · The Meeting with Matsyendra Nath and the House Built for the King
  59. God is Laughing · God is Laughing

Dattatreya

Dattatreya three-head belief and Anusuiya myth excerpt

I am very proud to say that after we had found the Shivaling, Ganganath came and declared that god himself had come. This was the head of Shiva who had awakened and he should have been installed on a cremation point. So we did it. I think Shiva’s worship is increasing all over the world now. We will enter the Golden Age soon. That’s why yoga is so popular all over the world nowadays. Shiva is the the first guru of yoga, the guru of all gurus.

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Puja

Is this your way of communicating with God?

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Q: So, is this your way of communicating with God?

Sh: He is communicating. He started it. I heard a voice saying where to find that thing (Shiva Ling). Then I again I heard the voice directing me to go to Pashupathinath and learned from there. He is communicating. And I am very happy to say that when I was going through problems my God appeared and stood by me to help me out. That gives a great confidence.

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The most of the yogis are after their immortal soul. It is God’s worry if he wants to appear in front of me or not, it is his decision. And usually God appears.

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The wish for Babaji's darshan; two blessings and a hand on the head

How did meeting with Mahaavtar Babaji affect you? Anyone who has read Yogananda Paramahamsa's Autobiography of a Yogi And if he has come to know about Babaji then we all have a secret/suppressed desire in our hearts that I WISH... That someday I get Darshan of Baba Ji and get his blessings. I believe that I won a lottery. He showered blessings twice. and On second visit when I did Pranaam, he even placed his hand on my head. So the first impact was this That self-confidence and the bliss of my heart, went to another level totally. It became much much higher.

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Video AXchtItYxYI

Effects: confidence and bliss, grey hair to black, slower ageing, a changed life

Because suppose you have been listening to some story, Then you also meet the main hero of the story and get his blessings too. there is a tremendous increase in self-confidence. Apart from this, what I came to understand later. When he placed his hand on my head and blessed me, before leaving After a few months, I noticed that the gray hair I had at that time they had gone back to black and I notice that the signs of aging, they also became very slow. After that the speed of old age that comes with age, It became very slow. So I believe that this is Guru Maharaj's, The touch of an immortal person, the way he placed his hand on my head as a blessing.

It was only because of that touch that these changes took place in my body. Confidence was sure to increase after his Darshan and life changed completely I started experiencing a new and different beauty in my life after that So you too If you have darshan of him then I am sure that you too will experience the same my best wishes are with you.

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ANANDAMAYI MA

Anandamayi Ma: seeker types, Goloka, bhakti and nested spiritual stories

One example which comes to my mind is Anandamayi Ma. She was born in that state. I’ve seen her once and received her blessing. She is mentioned even in “Autobiography of the Yogi” . she was very much inclined towards our lineage. Other disciples take a very great care of her and create a hospital in her name in Benares. Whenever she will visit Benares – she will invite my Guru, cook herself and treat him. She was close to our lineage. When I visited her in 1979 with few people from my home town: when she heard that we belongs to Yogananda’s lineage of Kriya Yoga – she invited us immediately. Maybe within an hour we waiting. She was sitting – and the vibration of peace around her were overwhelming. I was young then, before I saw my Guru, and I turn red somehow. Then one smartly – you know like students, who likes to ask smart question to prove they are smart – so he asked: “ Mother, how can I progress in my sadhana?” and the answer I’m still carrying in my heart. She simply said: if you will do – you will progress. Best golden words and I took it like a direct upadesh from her and I tried to do it that way. She were not allowing us to touch her feet, we just doing pranam on the wooden thing and she put her hand on my head also, gave me so much walnuts and almonds- people say oh, you’re very lucky. Now I look back and say – yes, I receive her blessings. If you will do – you will progress. This is in only two words she says in hindi: karoge to hoge – that’s it. Otherwise she remained silent. She was in a different state of mind. I think I were lucky to receive her blessing. It was about july 1979 – it was rainy season.

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ASSUMING GOD – A FORMULA

God-assumption analogy, Kamakhya/Braj reading, unidentified golden shadow and rare-awakening claims

SIN OR VIRTUE

You’re never see laughing and smiling saint – they’re always sad and suffering. But every ghost, every horror, every monster, every vampire is coming laughing and smiling. Why saints are so sad? Because they were not commit any sin!( smiling) – that’s why. The very simple observation: if you’re happy in doing something – from religious point of view you’re definitely commit a sin! And if you’re dying of boredom and very sad – then it’s the greatest of the great virtue. You’re doing god’s work. You will see more smiling faces in the hell than in heaven - or in the mental asylum also( laughing).

GOLDEN SHADOW

When I gave my commentaries to Gita – go back to 1992; when we reach to the third chapter and I begin to dictate fluently – a golden shadow, very dense golden shadow will appear on my left hand.

And everybody who were present on dictation, could see that. in fact they told me – that somebody standing on your left. It was very shapely, bare-bodied, long hairs – but we couldn’t see the face: it was pure gold, dense. Whenever the flow of speech will be there, fluent – it will appear. It started from the end of the third chapter and lasted till 18th chapter. We will all become so high and so different – it was amazing time. I was talking very fast – so different people were taking dictation, 7-8 people every day – because I was talking very fast. 5-6 people were write it down.

now when You’re reading Gita loudly – he is coming on the 1st and 2nd chapters also?

Guruji: from there when my commentary begins. But I don’t want to disturb – so…whom he was – we never know. Not yet.

but in April You were reciting it loudly?

Guruji: disciples – they can do. When I do it – it’s my voice: then it replace something different here. That was fantastic time.

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Commentaries, Immortality, Babaji

Commentary effort, uncertain dates, Gwalior legends, faith/hope and Nature guidance

Mysterious Gwalior: Amara Mountain

Guruji: ".. If that place appears so desolated today, can you imagine how would it have been a hundred years ago! In fact, there are a lot of such deserted places around Gwalior, discovered and inhabited by people who were seeking solitude. This reminds of an interesting experience I had at Amara mountain in Gwalior.

"In our college days, me and a friend of mine used to leave home in the morning with lunch pack and a water bottle, and roam all day on the mountains to return home in the evening. The friend's name was Padam Upaddhyaya. One of those days, we went climbing up the Amara mountain above the Gupteswara temple. We climbed for more than 3-4 hours straight. When it got too hot in the afternoon, we decided to climb down to go back home. There was a groove made by dried water stream climbing down the mountain to Tigara road so we decided to walk alongside that. By the way, we saw white crabs and small turtles in that area. Climbing down, we saw a small cave. It had Aum painted on the wall and a trident stuck in the ground outside. There was also a dhuni(sacred fire place) nearby which seemed to indicate there must have been a sadhu living in that cave, but we didn't see anybody around.

"Climbing further down, almost half-way down from where the road was also visible, we came across a small room - about 6x8 feet and made of stone blocks. Since we were very tired and were not in good spirits because of the heat, we decided to stop by and check it out. Looking inside the stone room, we saw a old man sitting cross-legged in one corner. He had a long white moustache and white beard, and his hair were twisted in a knot at the top. His hair and his beard were normal but his moustache was exceptionally long! And hee had really large eyes with which he was glaring at us. We were a little taken aback because of his appearance when we peered inside the room. But anyway, we sat down at the doorsteps and asked him: 'Baba, can we have some water?'. There was a earthen pot in the room and a copper lota (tumbler) next to it.What he did next was interesting. You remember how beggars with their legs amputated move? He didn't break his cross-legged position, but moved with the support of his hands to the water pot and fetched us water, all the while constantly glaring at us. After drinking water, we asked his leave but he gave absolutely no response except constantly glaring at us. We left and reached home at around 4pm in the evening.

"Around 5 or 6 days later, the strangeness of the encounter struck us. I said, let's go find him again. Starting that day, for almost about a month we kept trying to find that stone-room but were never able to. We found the groove on the mountain along which we had climbed down, the cave withaum and the trident, but the room made of stone blocks had simply disappeared! On the spot where the room was supposed to be, there was plain mountain and nothing else. We had taken bearing climbing down from the top and the path we had taken earlier was very clear as well, and we tried many times even going back and forth but there was no sign of the room.

"We never figured out whether it was a spirit or a siddha who was practicing his austerities on Amara mountain and perchance we got to meet him. At that time we were college students so we had no knowledge about these things. Now it feels it must have been a spirit. Amara mountain is a very strange place in some ways."

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Darshan №14

Babaji grace, second samadhi, first disciples and descent/ascent understanding

VISHWANATH JI DARSHAN

I was at my Guru’s place in 1986 on Shivaratri, in Benares. I was taking it easy – going to the temple, but he insisted: you’re in Benares on Shivaratri day – go for darshan of Vishwanath Ji! I went there reluctantly, bought some flowers and datura. I was standing in the queue from maybe 10 o’clock continuously; when my number came at about after 4 o’clock in the afternoon. I had already been harassed so much; you can touch Vishwanath Ji! There was one queue of ladies, one of men; I was just bending down to touch Vishwanath Ji and some ladies came; an old lady pushed me and I fell on top of Vishwanath Ji. Inside it is sort of a basin – and I was stuck there. Those priests – they lifted me out and I was so furious, looking at that old lady. I kept quiet; everything was done and I came back to my Guru’s home. In a very angry way I was telling him how this happen and that old lady pushed me; and he laughed. I saw him laughing like this for the first time. He said: Oh, Vishwanath Ji accepted you as an offering. It was the real darshan. I was offered to Him like a flower or datura: he was here, hit me in the chest. Looking from another point of view – it was the push of Adi Shakti, which created the situation by Guru’s order. That’s how it happened. And life changed very much after that.

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Darshan №7

Genie English witness: limits on merging, certification and identity

GURUJI’S GENIE

Another thing: see my lawyer, who acts like a genie? He is the only one who is successful in cultivating the land in that area. He connected him with me and he solved so many of my problems. Now it just came to me- it cannot be a coincidence. Now he’s thinking of buying a horse – so he will inspect all my farming by riding a horse.

VAYU WORSHIPERS

Many people have asked me – why is Hanuman Ji so friendly and compassionate with yogis? My answer is that only yogis are practicing pranayama, using the vayu in different ways: this is like serving in a more respectable way. If you’re giving utmost respect to someone’s father – he will have very good feelings towards you. I think this is the only reason Hanuman Ji blessed me and helped me a lot: I’m yogi and I’m doing pranayama – he noticed that.

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Darshan №9

Shiva/Sati, sound petals, uncertain mystical understanding and dhuni 9/11 date

MYSTICAL STORIES FROM THE LIFE OF GURUJI, PATH OF DATTATREYA

This is a rather technical question: at some point, when the Shivalingam was installed already and dhuni was already lit; You said Dattatreya changed his routine and he started to stop here on his way?

Guruji: Back to Girnar.

And it was approximately 19:30?

Guruji: Between 7:30 to 8 o’clock.

When exactly it happened – how did You know this?

Guruji: We were not exactly aware, what was happening. But some very eerie mysterious things started since the installation. And I was not able to understand them; then Ganganath came.

It was happening before?

Guruji: From the day of installation. But we couldn’t actually understand what was happening. He told us: Avadhuta – the Rudra face of Dattatreya – is now awake. Avadhut is Dattatreya; so his Rudra face is awake now and he was to sit on a cremation spot of a king. So it has happened. Then we did some research and inquiries. Then I began to observe what was happening between 7:30 to 8 o’clock. Then I realized that from Mahur Garh he’s going straight to Govardhan then he goes to Girnar straight away.

Was there some mental contact?

Guruji: I could see! And mental contact I never dared. But the impression comes – and we could see him sometimes: he comes, walks a few times, from dhuni to the back of the Shiva temple – and simply goes away. He looks at the Shivalingam, looks at the dhuni…

Making sure that things are ok?

Guruji: Maybe – or maybe something else: we’re not absolutely sure about it.

You also mentioned a few times that the wind is resizing – otherwise the wind starts; I forgot – You said something about natural signs?

Guruji: When big forces are moving, initially, some very big movement of nature will take place – it happened. But nowadays it’s much more subdued, not to that level.

To Russian disciples You gave them permission to be there?

Guruji: Yes, to Andrey and Peter Shubik – when they heard it, they thought it’s an adventure; so they were sitting there behind Nandi and as I remembered they said that something shifted in the space in front of them and they were not aware for half an hour, what was actually happening. They were sort of out. I told them: don’t dance in front of the truck, who is coming in at full speed. And you will also notice: in that portion you’ll never see any worker. No monkeys: nobody goes there. Even dogs don’t go there. Even in the daytime.

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Darshan №9

Assumption, spontaneous calls and learning sources

Guruji: No instructions – it just came. Alakh Datta, Guru Datta – I’ve never heard; but I hear some Nagas call it and sometimes some Nath yogis do it.

Why do You think suddenly it just became…?

Guruji: Because it was Avadhut – the Rudra face of Dattatreya.

So he projected that call?

Guruji: I think he projected that call.

But You noticed him later, after You started puja?

Guruji: I noticed him much later, yes. Much later means after we started the puja according to the instructions of the Nepali Bhattaji priest – then, after dhuni specially, yes.

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Devotion, motives and the search for wisdom

Devotion, motives and the search for wisdom

One example which comes to my mind is Anandamayi Ma. She was born in that state. I’ve seen her once and received her blessing. She is mentioned even in “Autobiography of the Yogi” . she was very much inclined towards our lineage. Other disciples take a very great care of her and create a hospital in her name in Benares. Whenever she will visit Benares – she will invite my Guru, cook herself and treat him. She was close to our lineage.

When I visited her in 1979 with few people from my home town: when she heard that we belongs to Yogananda’s lineage of Kriya Yoga – she invited us immediately. Maybe within an hour we waiting. She was sitting – and the vibration of peace around her were overwhelming. I was young then, before I saw my Guru, and I turn red somehow. Then one smartly – you know like students, who likes to ask smart question to prove they are smart – so he asked: “ Mother, how can I progress in my sadhana?” and the answer I’m still carrying in my heart.

She simply said: if you will do – you will progress. Best golden words and I took it like a direct upadesh from her and I tried to do it that way. She were not allowing us to touch her feet, we just doing pranam on the wooden thing and she put her hand on my head also, gave me so much walnuts and almonds- people say oh, you’re very lucky. Now I look back and say – yes, I receive her blessings. If you will do – you will progress. This is in only two words she says in hindi: karoge to hoge – that’s it. Otherwise she remained silent. She was in a different state of mind. I think I were lucky to receive her blessing. It was about july 1979 – it was rainy season.

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DIFFERENT THOUGHTS…

Mystical stories part 2 — king of Nagas and the frog

MYSTICAL STORIES PART2/ KING OF NAGAS

Another thing: the day when we was installing Shiva there – in south-west corner the priest did some invocation for Nagas; we four – with two priests – were there. The moment he invoking – absolute gold, 2 inches size cobra appeared. I’ve never seen more beautiful cobra in my entire life: he was like melted gold – shining, red eyes, red mouth and he was all gold. One priest tried to run away – I caught him. pandit were very afraid, shaking –but he was more afraid of me, so he continued. And when we move to another corner – he just disappeared. Never saw him again. After him the idea of bracelet came.

have You read or know something about such cobra?

Guruji: snake charmers said that the king of Nagas looks like it. Extremely rarely he’s seen. He rides on a big black cobra – whenever he goes anywhere. He was in the temple for 40 or 50 minutes. When the cobra disappeared – big frog appeared in that place and he begin to hop with us. He was shouting so loudly – but we don’t know, what he wanted to say. He continuously shouted for 15-20 minutes. Then again he also went somewhere. Maybe you noticed – most of the frogs appears on the girl’s side, never on that side. Even that shouting frog was on that side. Frogs are also mystical: remember, the princess kissed the frog – and he become a prince. And a jewel also forms inside the frog’s head.

that jewel from the frog’s head also gives them immortality?

Guruji: their qualities are different. Usually that frogs are very big and very yellow in color, like turmeric. They can catch a small birds. They live near big lakes, usually around mountain lakes. Such jewels are also considered as a very rare thing. But what is the most rare thing, besides the jewels? To find the real intelligent man or a girl – that is the real rare phenomena.

maybe such beings are astral?

Guruji: that were physical. India is a mystical place; but maybe such creatures are live in other countries also. I’ve never seen cobra with the red beard – but without moustaches. I’ve asked snake charmers about him – but they don’t know, simply saying he must be a devata. He could communicate telepathically.

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Mystical stories part 3 — the kunda's guard

MYSTICAL STORIES PART 3/ KUNDA'S GUARD (GOVARDHAN MAHARAJ)

It was 27 th of January 1995. That evening we found the statue of Shakti. Before that – whole year 1994 the hissing sound were hearing from the kunda. And many birds who crossed it – many pigeons, owls and crows – they simply dropped in it. And as the sun will set – very strong hissing sound begin. We could hear it even in the house and it was frightening. When the sun come up – in the moment hissing stop. The whole year we heard: it become too good pass time – let’s listen to it. Most people were afraid of it. Then I thought it must be the great mystery – otherwise why it continues every day? I tried to contact it mentally. We put some incense and mentally asked who are you, please tell what do you want. Then the evening we found the statue came. Immediately after I had the mental call: come and I will talk. Come alone. It was absolutely dark and very cold. I went alone. Now the water level is high; that time it was much lower and I came to the small bridge across the door-like thing. I went on the bridge, I was standing on the outside corner when the head comes from the door. It was the very frightening sight: absolutely shining black, red eyes, red beard. He was not spreading the hood – but his head was like a python’s, almost meter in size. He didn’t come out fully. His voice begin to sound inside my head. He told me so many things; that I have brought you here, I’m here for last 450 years. Because of my blessings the kings became the kings of Bharatpur. As long as my blessings will remain upon them – their family line will continue without break. He also told me so many things about myself and this place, why he brought me here. He also said me to maintain a distance – because my breathe is very poisonous. The heavy dizziness was beginning already in my head. I caught his smell – very peculiar, which coming from him. when the meeting was over I came back and slept like dead for 14-15 hours. After that the hissing stopped. But whenever I detect that smell – I know he is here; sometimes he came at the night time and moves around. One time one havan was going on – few years back – and one of my disciples saw him, coming down from the steps into the water. it was the most frighten experience for him. the whole water was in waves – he is huge. One time after that one of my workers – it was Janmashtami day and I was talking with one of my disciples sitting on that veranda – and I feel that smell and said: he must be out. He said that he saw the very big snake – at least 6 meters long; I calmed him down and said – let him be and go into the water again. One time he came up to here: all my dogs and whoever was here was off, slept. Hundreds of pigeons were dropping then. He was hissing to attract our attention. My attention was attracted – but everybody was running away. 18 or 19 crows were simply dropped dead. And 8 very big owls – we just fished them from the water. then somebody told me that if they had died with the snake poison – the body will not rotten. We put all owls in one place – and it was also looking very dangerous. For 4-5 months no bad smell were come out of them – they died of his poison. He might be the protector of this area – and me as well. We believe that in every very ancient pond some very powerful spirit live. And the legend says that the very big gold statue of Varaha is on the bottom of the pond. It could be that. It looks like we’re living in the fairy tale.

but who was him?

Guruji: absolutely no idea. But very old dedushkas from this area are saying that Goverdhan Maharaj himself could appear as a big black ferocious cobra. It could be that – because the dynasty of Bhartapur kings were worshipping Goverdhan. We could connect it.

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FEW GURUJI STORIES

The navel strike, the Hanuman and Babaji visions, and the recovery

You met Hanuman before that rains?

Guruji: I was already talking with him. and when the so much blood were going – he appeared in vision. A vision of Babaji also came. Hanuman Ji caught thousands of spirits here; and my bleeding stopped. Babaji told me that only two more times blood will come out. The strike was very hard: I’ve never heard that someone start bleeding after such strike in pupok. It was strong urge for urination – but only blood were going. And we never consulted any doctor.

You were not afraid?

Guruji: what about to be afraid of? I’ve just asked – whether my time is came I’ll put my lotus otherwise what should we done? They appeared immediately. But it took two months to recover. Swelling subsided slowly-slowly. I begin to feel more sympathy to the pregnant ladies after that. I was also carrying big stomach( laughing) it was a good education – you can say.

it was painful experience?

Guruji: not that pain; initially it was painful, only problem was with the swelling. Even if it was pain – our tolerance is good.

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Frequent talks with Hanuman, the darbar, and spirit communication as spiritual life; Shibendu's visit

when You saw Hanuman Ji again?

Guruji: then we begin to talk very frequently. All that things about darbar begin to develop. Previously in our lineage nobody was involved in ghost program. Other lineages are also mostly involved in philosophy, which means nothing. Maybe it is the part of spiritual knowledge.

If you think you’re living spiritual way of life without even seeing or talking with a single spirit – what type of spiritual life you’re living? You should be aware of them and they should also know you. Simply assuming that by living such way of life you will become very spiritual person – now I don’t believe in this.

Purity will come, for sure. But for really spiritual life you should be able to communicate with the spirits also. That’s main thing. I think with enough yoga this ability develops.

did someone from our lineage met with Hanuman Ji,

Guruji: I’ve never read anything about like this. But Lahiri Mahasaya saw Shiva and Shakti – he writes that in his diaries. Yogic way of life is a very extraordinary supernatural life. First you become natural, then you become supernatural. Nobody has any idea when they are seeking to learn yoga or they are beginners in yoga – nobody can imagine, what is waiting for them and how far they can go – it’s the very open thing for anybody. This much is sure: many strange experiences will come. another point is: when the strange experiences are happen – you may not realize it, when it is happen. But after some time when you look back then you realize – oh my god, it was very strange. In the moment it’s very difficult to understand, what happens.

does Shibendu Lahiri ask You for some knowledge?

Guruji: no, now he’s too old for anything; why he came we still don’t know – but he apologized. This time it was good: so many cameras were here – they caught many photos. In my opinion – when he was asked direct questions – he begin to dive into philosophy. He was avoiding direct questions. Now he’s old man – it’s difficult for him to walk. The best part of the visit was – he gave me 5000 rupees which I didn’t refuse( laughing) you know the significance he giving me money? It’s custom in India; he know that I’m the real successor – it’s like paying the mark of respect. But he’s the son of my Guru – I shpuld giving him money. But when he comes – he gave me money. Openly – he never accept it, but inside the heart he knows.

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HUMAN NATURE IS TO DOMINATE

Lotus on the water — the Ganges floating account and showing off

LOTUS ON THE WATER

Floating on water comes very easy for yogis because with pranayamas more nadis are cleaned and their body carries more vayu than an average person.

Whenever I will visit my Guru me and one of my gurubhais – Satyasaran Mukherjee – we will go to Harishchandra ghat: it was about 1,5- 2 kms from Chausati ghat where my Guru’s house was. With another gurubhai we remove our clothes, give him the clothes, jump into Ganges, put on padmasan and with flow float with the flow of the river. 1-2 kms – we reached Chausati ghat, come out, put on the clothes and go back to the Guru’s house.

It really look very impressive: not many people are able to do that. Even great swimmers: most of the boat men – they are great swimmers but they couldn’t float like this.

If you’re nor able to show off even small thing – you’re wasting your life, remember that!

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KNOWLEDGE

Black dogs of Dattatreya and Gorakhnath at this place

BLACK DOGS

Dattatreya has black dogs – and Gorakhnath also. It reminds me the very strange incident when we first arrived here; everything around was looking like horror movie. I had a pair of dogs, big ones. When me and my sister will move around in the evening – or in the daytime even – we will hear the heavy sound of breathing of a dog, following us everywhere, like very big dog breathing. Then one day something happen and we were able to see: the whole area was full of black dogs and their size were like horses. Our dogs looks like puppies on front of them. But they were doing nothing – just move around with us. Of course it’s a scary thing to see. Then, after this vulture incident happened – they disappeared with that. We never saw them again. They were here at least for two years. They look like dogs but as big as a horse. Absolute black.

they were exist only in astral world?

Guruji: but we were hearing their heavy breathing: maybe they were invisible to other people. We’re just moving somewhere and the very heavy sound of breathing begin to come, you see nothing – it was scary.

GIVE ME A SMILE

45 years before, when I was reading a comics – it was semi-horror; there is a road somewhere in America where fog is coming like mysterious thing. Some trolls are guarding a bridge. They stop every car and you have to pay the tax to cross over the bridge. And the tax was: “give me a smile”. Everybody was trying but they say – no, give me the real smile! Only one old lady could give the real smile; so maybe the real smile is a big grace? Unforgettable story – even it was short, but I still remember it after 45 years.

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Kutastha

Souls undescribed anywhere; the 1990 mystical story

In no religion book I’ve never come across any description, who created the souls or the spirits, and what is the true nature of them. Nowhere it is written. Because only yogis are trying to know them, making them their friends. That’s why in Gorakhbodh Matsyendranath saying to Gorakhnath – when you will progress to a level when your atma will become your Guru and your mind will become its disciple.

Mystical story

When I begin to live on my farm in Gwalior – it was one-room cottage and nobody around. About maybe 4-5 months after, when I came out of my room in the morning - I saw some incense burning, some flowers, some sindur and offering of the sweets. What happened? Then I knew that at night – it was big factory- and many things were stolen. Many electronic things, devices, very big thing. No connection came to my mind. After about one week a notorious man from that village came to me: he prostrated in front of me. “Thank You very much, I came to pay my respect. Because I pray to You and made some puja in front of your doorsteps – I was highly successful.” I ask, in what you were successful? “ oh, You may have heard. Everything gone and I earn money”. I said – never do it again or I put a curse on You. This is India, the real spiritual country. Even if you’re a thief and going to steal something – first you go to some place, offer your praying – then you go and steal something. Spiritual country! It was in 1990.

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MY MEANS

To see Shiva and Shakti

TO SEE SHIVA AND SHAKTI

Today before a very high person is appeared – all electricity burst.

what kind of a person?

Guruji: somebody from Shiva. Very high. Every time I see, whenever such happens, - electricity bursts. They are too intense.

he – or she – or it – will establish here?

Guruji: main bosses are already here – so they keep coming.

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Guruji experiences the astral world

GURUJI EXPERIENCE THE ASTRAL WORLD

Guruji: when I was in my most down condition in 2007 – that time; I could see astral world and mundane world at the same time. See, the sweat of Shiva; now I think back and I connect it: because of that – this happened. Now telling the stories is more interesting. One day one big firefly – size of half-fist – entered my room from somewhere. Those days so many things happened. I called my sister: he was sitting on my big toe and looking at me – and his light was going on and off. That was a biggest firefly I have seen. Then she put a towel on it, caught it and release him outside of the blue.

Then some kind of dinosaur creatures were trying to attack me; yellow in colour. But then a very small girl appeared, click her fingers and they disappeared in a moment. It was the same time – for that 6-7 months.

have You seen mermaids?

Guruji: yes, I have seen. They were above my house – going towards north, swimming in the air. All were with one tail only. And there were so many men just floating: as if they were sitting on benches – and the bench is flying. They were just pass over me. Whole astral world was open – it was amazing.

they were just swim and look?

Guruji: no, they didn’t look at me – they were going somewhere.

they have green hair – as it usually described?

Guruji: they colour was different; not green. They were more like grey – and upper body was very fair, whitish.

they were not singing their wonderful songs?

Guruji: no, they were silently just swimming away. Because I was not a sailor: no song was needed. Maybe I should sang a song.

now I understand why You’re staying in one place: You have the very interesting life!

Guruji: it happened in 2007 to 2008: that year was so eventful. And I begin to recover that time.

have You seen genies?

Guruji: when I came here one genie was living in one room here. He will just sit in the windowsill; he was absolutely paper white; black cap like a musalman, red shirt and green pajama: he will just flew away and come back and sit on the windowsill. When I begin to sleep in that room – he disappeared and never came back.

what do You think: the stories where genies fulfilling the wishes of the people – are they true?

Guruji: there is always a catch. They can do that, yes. There is one problem: you see, if you are in contact with a genie, who is granting you three wishes, - all astral creatures will become aware that he has met a genie. They will begin to focus you and create unnecessary problems for you. Suddenly you will be known there and you will attract unnecessary attention: that will be a big problem. You have a girl-friend – you don’t need a genie!

Guruji, have You seen griffons or chimeras?

Guruji: there were so many strange things there: I’ve seen many with the heads of different animals: then I realised they maybe Shiva ganas. They maybe attracted by the smell of the sweat: not many people are carrying Shiva’s smell. They were here and the most dangerous they look with the bird’s heads- crow’s head, vulture’s head, parrot’s head: they look very dangerous. A lion’s head is not so dangerous: but a crow’s head or vulture’s head or eagle’s head is looking far more dangerous. Their eye expressions are very different.

looking like Horus from Egyptian mythology?

Guruji: you can connect it – but they were not Egyptians, they were Shiva ganas. I remember even the scorpion claws, but not the tail. And I remember centaurs from the Greek mythology: they were among Shiva ganas – so they maybe Shiva ganas. Minotaur also, with bull’s head. Many animal head were there: but I keep telling you – the most dangerous are the bird’s heads. They were observing me for some time. And that is just more eerie: when they only looking at you without any words or attempts for connection, doing nothing.

maybe You have seen some dragons or nagas?

Guruji: no, not any single dragon came – but nagas were many. Yes: Shiva ganas with cobra head and python head – they also look very dangerous. They were extremely serious beings.

how all that things happened? They just appear on that lawn?

Guruji: I was lying in my room and the walls disappeared – and they were there, looking at me. And the roof disappeared – and those withes were there, looking at me. That day I realised that original vampires appeared with Chandi, to drink the blood of Raktabija. After that I looked at Durga Saptashati: she appeared, surrounded with bats- they were original vampires.

I rarely talk about it, because it sounds like a fairy-tale. But when I looked back and think: if Shiva appeared and his sweat touched me – then most of his world in vision will open.

maybe after some time You became more tolerable to all of that – and then You can get it under control?

Guruji: I was not surprised, because what I have seen was too big. And I’ve read about most of His ganas in astral world since I was young child; curiosity is there in every child; sothey just begin to come.

interesting could You cross over the walls then?

Guruji: that time I was too weak even to get up.

Lenin told that if run faster it’s possible

Guruji: if you will run your highest speed and just collide with the wall – I’m sure your spirit will cross over.

what do You think, these all creatures came there to communicate with You?

Guruji: no, you are missing the point: when Shiva appeared, his sweat touched me; maybe it’s a theory from my side that I’m carrying His smell: it attracted so many ganas and other beings. They were not just coming for nothing. That smell – now I’m looking back and I’m sure – it attracted so many astral beings. That was the reason.

that was His smell, which started Your transformation?

Guruji: I discovered much later with Ganganath: who sees Shiva face to face – nobody survived: he will die within 7 seconds, 7 minutes, 7 years. Somehow with His support I almost went down – but then survive.

when Your transformation started?

Guruji: I’ve begun to change – but it reached the climax in 2007. So many adventures also happened in between. But now I will say – it’s the best thing which happened.

I saw a vision that I’m standing on a foot of very dark grey mountain, like dark chocolate colour; there were three very huge snakes – red, yellow and white. I was sitting there and they were pouring something on my head. It was just before I went down. Maybe it was something which saved me. It was about 2003 or 2004. What they pour on me – poison or something – I have no idea.

have You told Mataji about that?

Guruji: yes, she was here with me; she was worried about me, she was coming to see me if I’m all right; and if this thing happening and I’ve just touch her – she will also see.

when You saw vampires – they have no body, only the heads?

Guruji: 18 vampires were there – wearing black clothes; their eyes were black – but white was also there, absolute black hairs – all like combed back, not very long. And they were very serious. The “laugh lines” were very prominent on their faces. And they had some sort of servants with them: they were only heads – and that heads were all over the trees and the naked skin was flapping. All of them were smiling and laughing.

all of them was males, men?

Guruji: if judging by the heads – yes, not female’s features, all men.

why all those creatures smell the scent of Shiva?

Guruji: why not? Who can ignore that? That smell maybe the smell of the power of Shiva.

interesting that even the creatures from western mythology – like witches and vampires – were coming?

Guruji: it’s our division for “western” or “eastern” mythology – they have not. Maybe all magic is going on with the witches – expanding of creation and all different plays and games: it’s witches’ program. Seven rishis maybe witches – who knows? Keep your mind open!

can You describe the Shiva’s smell?

Guruji: most of you have smelled that.

but all of us had different experience and described different notes?

Guruji: that depends on your mind’s observation – how you assimilate, how you process. I’ve became very famous in astral after that.

have You seen apsaras there?

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Guruji experiences the astral world (continued)

Guruji: there are 2.7 million years old apsaras living here. I’ve just come up to their navel – they are so big. That’s the real entertainment!

I’ve deliberately did not record it for my biography: it will be too magical.

They were all flying towards north. And the witches simply went straight up. Vampires also went straight up with their heads: hundreds of heads were there. It was very peculiar seen.

they were the victims of those vampires?

Guruji: no, they were very happy. More they looked like a servants or something. Vampires and witches went just straight up – only white peacock with 10 heads went through the wall: he came through the eastern wall and went through it.

Ravana’s peacock? Because of 10 heads?

Guruji: no, he had only 2 wings. He was not dancing – just come and went.

If you have seen the “laughing Buddha” – they were like that.

laughing Buddha was vampire?

Guruji: no, he was cremated.

In the beginning of 2008 I’ve began to recover; when Hanuman Ji appeared – I was already 88 kilos and the strength was also much better.

what was the duration of the most hard period?

Guruji: about 4-5 months. I was just lying; then one day I just got up with the help of my sister and started to go to gym.

when I felt Your smell – I had a very good feeling and relaxed condition; and what was Your feelings after experiencing Shiva Ji’s smell?

Guruji: actually, I don’t remember His smell: but He was sweating and sweat touched me. So many scientists said, that the sweat carries the DNA: so maybe something entered in my system. My body smell is different after.

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Mystical story: meeting with the shape-shifting snake (full version)

MYSTICAL

STORY: MEETING WITH THE SHAPE-SHIFTING SNAKE (FULL VERSION)

It happened in 1979 in the beginning of the

rainy season – so it should be month of June, fourth or third week of June. Me

and my friend – Padam Upadhyaya; we were sort of cocky and looking for

adventures. Sometimes we will take the lunch pack and the water bottle and just

go on tracking; there are so many mountains around my home town, Gwalior. We

will just walk for many hours then have lunch and then come back.

My friend

came to my house about 7 or 8 o’clock and say – today is very cloudy and it’s

drizzling, so let’s walk. We pack some paranthas, acharam and a water bottles

and we started. There is a very ancient mountain – it is called Amra Pahar and

it is a part of the reserve forest so nobody lives on it. It is about 200

meters high and on the top is the flat plateau – for miles and miles. So we

climb on it; there is a temple dedicated to 9 planets and on the other side

there is a very famous Shiva temple, Gupteshwar; in the middle it is just

plain. We started to walk; it was beautiful weather – all clouds, slight

drizzling of rain – and we walked for maybe 2,5 hours.

Then the

sun begin to come – it will be hot serious, we have our lunch and go back. Few

miles away it was police training thing and the buses were going regularly from

Gwalior to Tehra – there was a big water tank also. We sat down on a boulder

and had lunch and to my surprise we saw white crabs there, several of them.

There was a slight water going down – maybe in heavy rains it will act like

small waterfall – it was just dripping and there was a pathway which water

makes.

I said –

we’re tired enough so let’s climb down like mountain hikers, it was slippery –

with the help of the pathway which water has made – and we will catch a bus,

the road is just down there. So we begin to climb down. When we climb down

about 50 meters we found the big sort of overhang and the very huge trident was

created with sindoor and there were traces of fire burning as if something has

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been done; it’s normal things for sadhus. We climb down some more. When we went

down nearly 100 meters or so – another very small overhang we found and it was

hold up by boulders: there was a small door – maybe just 1 meter and 1,5 meter;

but the boulders were creating a wall there. I’ve just look inside – it was

semi-hard and I saw a man sitting there. Very peculiar looking man: he was

looking like a sadhu, absolute white hairs and they were tied in the tight knot

on the head and his beard was tied in the knot under the chin, absolute tight.

I have never see moustaches like that in my life till now: in one straight line

than straight up. It was like a trident – and the ends were coming to the level

of his head. Big shiny eyes and his body was like copper color; his legs were

inside him, he was wearing a dhoti, whitish dhoti. He was sitting hands on the

knees, unblinking eyes looking at me. He was short, thin, but not impuissant.

His eyes were frightening – unblinking, sitting in the semi-dark looking at me;

we couldn’t see his legs – but knees were visible.

Just to

calm down my nervousness – I saw a pitcher of water here and a brass pot and I

just asked him: Baba, please give me some water( in hindi). He moved on his

hands without opening his legs, filled this brass pot with water and gave me –

and he gestured that I must drink not direct, but from the distance. I drank

some of his water – I don’t remember if my friend drink it or not and give it

back to him – ok, Baba, we’re going. He continued to sit in the same posture,

unblinking eyes looking at me. We climbed down – it was about 70-80 meters

before the road: we waited there for 5-10 minutes then bus came and we reached

our town.

After about

1,5 months again the weather was very romantic and my friend arrived in the

morning: let’s go again, let’s go and see that sadhu again. So we again went

there with the lunch pack and everything, again we had lunch in the same boulder

and again we see white crabs. Then we began to climb down and saw the big

overhang, again big trishul and the traces of fire; and where we were hoping to

find that sadhu again – that place has disappeared. There was only mountain

wall – we went up again for 8 or 9 times but the place was not there. Nothing –

no sadhu, no wall of boulders, it was just stone and nothing else. That is

again miraculous thing that we never went there before that and we never went

there after that. Maybe he was sitting there to give us some water. after 40

years some old people came and we were telling that story so many times and

nobody believing such story can happen – but it happen. Then recently so many

old timers were coming and this story was coming up again and again.

Finally after

40 years I decided to ask it to Balaji – who was he? In the night time I’ve

asked him and he gave the very frightening answer: he said he was a

shape-shifting snake. By the order of the Naga in the kund he was waiting for

You, called You mentally so You reached there to give You special water. and

because he was in the process of becoming a man from a Naga, so his legs under

the knee – they were still tail, that’s why he was hiding it under him. that

frighten us even more: suppose, we were hardly 22 years old: suppose with the

giving water his tail will come out – I think we would have fallen from the

mountain. It could frighten us that we may have heart attack. And we still

don’t know, what that water was carrying. But I will tell you that my journey towards

the yoga became more and more intense day by day. Adventure begin. My friend

also: because he saw him with me- I don’t remember it exactly whether he drink

that water; he was in a very humble condition and his career begin to rise, he

became very successful in his career; now he is retired as a very senior

government officer. So our both lives were affected by that. That is the story

which happen in June or August 1979.

when You inquired Balaji?

Guruji: recently, maybe 2 months back. It

is believed that Amra Guru lives on that mountain – Amra means immortal Guru.

That is very famous story that the immortal Guru is somewhere there. He was a

shape-shifting snake as we learn. Very mysterious mountain: nothing is

happening on the other side of it – no city developing, nothing. Only forest

and some small villages – otherwise it remains untouched.

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Vision of Shiva

VISION OF SHIVA

is it true that You had a vision of Shiva Ji looking at You from Himalayas?

Guruji: yes, it happened even earlier – it

was in 71-72. My sister-in-law, who is the princess of Jamnagar; my eldest

brother married her and they had estate in the Himalayas near Baleshwar. It was

beautiful- we was there in the summer vacations; Trishul and Nanda devi – two

beautiful Himalays peaks were seen just in front. I was sitting there – it was

big upper terrace more than 300 acres, it was big estate. I was just climbing

on that fruit house and keep looking at those breath-taking, amazing view. I

was just sit for hours looking on that peaks. Morning and evening time they

became absolute golden in light, fantastic view.

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Vision of Shiva (continued)

When we

came back from school – I was in high school then – and bought a new comics,

after lunch this thing happened. I saw these peaks and the vision of Shiva came

to me: one leg on Trishul, another leg on Nanda devi; his jata like flames were

covering all sky behind. With the trishul in his hand, tiger skin and garland

of the skulls he was looking at me directly. It affected me so much that I felt

that I reached Him immediately there he standing. I became very disturbed after

that- I must do something. Then so many things happened after. It must be in 71

or 72. That was first time I had such a vision, never before.

and when You met Him here…?

Guruji: oh, that situation was different.

but the appearance was the same or different?

Guruji: here he was wearing the elephant

skin. In that He was wearing the tiger skin.

and the face was the same?

Guruji: here I was not looking up, I was so

frightened. The shape was very similar. Fantastic vision, still very clear in

my mind. After that journey with water I came back home I slept for 4 hours.

Then

mind became different and the search begin. It happened when I’ve read the “

Autobiography of the yogi”. In between these two visits on that mountain we

were fortunate enough to come to Vrindavan and visit Anandamayi Ma and receive

her blessings also. That was a very big turning point. 1979 was good. Karoge to

hoge: if you will do it will happen.

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Vama and Purusha; the golden shadow of the Gita dictation

when he do this practice – auspicious Vama appears on the left side and auspicious Purusha – on the right side?

Guruji: Vama is the woman, Shakti is called Vama. And only Shiva is called Purusha- that means Shiva and Shakti appears. When I was dictating Gita’s commentary – on my left only man shadow was seen continuously. Whenever we reach tempo in dictation – a golden dance shadow appeared on my left. It was golden, long hairs, extremely shapely – maybe 6,5 feet tall, bear bodied. And everybody who was there in the room – they could see it. We never discover, who he was.

maybe it was Babaji?

Guruji: maybe, and maybe someone else also. Babaji is not that tall – 6,5 feet, and he is much more slimmer, than Babaji. Face was never appeared – only shadow.

you said that when we achieve something – our shadow will become more transparent?

Guruji: that mean the shadow will become one with you. It’s not disappear, it goes inside. More power.

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Mystical Story 1 — the Himalayan cave and Shiva's place

Mystical Story 1

There was a big cave in Himalayas under waterfall and you had to take off everything you have, pass through icy water naked, then you go through the big tunnel and then it was the big opening there – and you saw the lake of absolute golden water. Around it were many-many-many caves. There was a way among them going up which leads to place where Shiva lives. The man who was there – they were all dark in color and absolutely same in their bodies and structure – only their faces were different. They all had black hair, and the man who talk with me had a black beard. One man was white – and I knew him – and he said that his work is now over and your work is starting. Then he told me some other things, I came back, take that shower of icy water - it was very strange experience. If you just go there, it’s not allowed to go there, only if Shiva call for someone – then. After that I receive that mantra and so many things begin.

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Nepal earthquake and protection

I was in Nepal when it was earthquake. We was in the bus on the mountain road, but the earthquake happened in the moment when we stopped to have lunch. In that exact moment.

Guruji: I will say – 2 or 3 my disciples were there. Even no scratch. Protection is always there if you are a little bit sincere in your Kriya yoga practice. I will tell you the real story about protection.

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Mystical Story 2 — the voice on the railway track

Mystical Story 2

After seeing my Guru in Benares I was going to Lucknow where my younger sister live. Something happened – the train stopped before reaching Lucknow, it’s capital city of this state. Many people just went down and disappeared; me and there were some old people sitting with me – we asked the railwayman, what is the problem – he answered, it was some big strike and maybe the whole night we will have to be here. Then we asked - how far is Lucknow? He said – oh, very near. So we decided to go down from the train, because many locals just disappeared and we begin to walk to the direction of Lucknow. We were walking inside railway tracks, it was absolute dark. We continue to walk more than hour – and it was no sign of the city anywhere. The wind was coming from behind to the front, and the wind was very strong. Suddenly I heard the voice: leave the track immediately! I’ve just shout it to four-five old men and I’ve also go down after. I’ve made only three steps from the track and immediately the sound of the train appeared – somehow he had no lights and because of the wind we can’t hear him. It was just a matter of seconds. We all broke into sweat and went down. There were two old men very tired and I was also tired – I was carrying two men’s luggage, because he couldn’t walk with luggage. Then a handcar came – it was some inspection on the track or some damage by these strike people. One of old man was the retired railwayman – he shouted to them, and they asked - from where you are coming? We said we’re from that train. They say are we ok in our mind? They take us to stand near the engine – and it took us only 20 minutes to reach Lucknow. We were in the middle of nowhere, and if we were struck by that train – we would have died like unknown persons. Just that fantastic voice, that said to leave the track immediately, saved us. That train has no lights and because of the wind we can no hear him.

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Ojas, tejas & prana.

The Christ-spirit account and the 19 August 1999 rite

so Jesus have no benefits of all worships?

Mystical story.

Guruji: I’ve ask you simple question – why Hanuman along with Jesus appeal to me to do these things? If he was not connected from Shiva?

could you tell us the story?

Guruji: it happened in 1998 or 1997. He was appearing with Hanuman and discussing so many things, to prove that he is he. And one night the spirit of Christ came – mind, not Jesus, but Christ. The Christ was the holy spirit, who was entered the Jesus body. They appeared and ask me to do the certain things for jesus. I refuse to believe – why it must be me and then it was two meetings more. I was convent that I must do something for them. Jesus spirit was caught by St.Paul and Peter – and all the sins were going to him. Then we went and did it. I've did it in 19 th of august 1999. And you can see the situation of catholical church before and after. Remarkable change.

it was some kind of ritual?

Guruji: to actually make him free from all the borders. It was maybe grand plan of Shiva to step by step cut down all ancient gods – like Olympian gods, Egyptian gods, vedic gods – I mean it’s a sweep.

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QUOTE FROM CHANAKYA

Fateful manifestation of Shiva

FATEFUL MANIFESTATION OF SHIVA

what You can call the most significant event in Your life which changed Your destiny?

Guruji: I think Shiva Ji appearance changed my destiny.

but also You experienced samadhi first and You have met Babaji?

Guruji: as a Kriya yogi if I’m progressing well, it is Guru’s responsibility to come in that. That meeting was of course very fortunate, but you can expect that. But to be able to live in smashan and Shiva appearing – that was the real trigger point. Very different destiny started. Because all those visions of the future I had in 1985; I’ve never saw myself wearing red worshipping Shiva. It was not in my visions.

it was the first case when someone changed his destiny?

Guruji: no, it was changed for me: I did nothing to change! What destiny I saw then, in that particular vision, - that worshipping of Shiva part was not there. It started here. Like somebody put it up. I think it is Shiva direct grace.

can You see something now, which is not in Your life yet?

Guruji: I’m aware most of it; but this was the only new element which is started. I was never aware of it and saw that vision – it just started.

that description, which inspired You to practice for 20 hours: that person himself achieved samadhi?

Guruji: maybe, I’m not sure; but if he would practicing that much – I think he was in a very high state of mind. And he inspired me to do that: if I’ve not done it – I would never discover, what actually happens. That you sleep for 14 hours after that.

There was no expectations – it just started. It is the direct grace from Shiva and we still don’t know the outcome of it. But now I like it. The destiny became different after that. Life is absolutely different after.

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SELF – REALIZATION IS THE GRACE OF THE GURU

Escaped death by 1 cm — the barricade and the bike (continued)

was police barricades. The car came in a high speed and kicked that police

barricade; the barricade flew and fell on his bike. Bike is no more – but he

survived without a scratch. He is a good yogi! But his mother said: ok, you

survive, but bike is gone!

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SHAKTI TEMPLES

Meeting with immortals: Matsyendranath, Babaji and the two ladies

MEETING WITH IMMORTALS

The meeting with Matsyendranath was on 16th June 2000 at about 11:30 to 12 o’clock, noon time.

When I met my Guru I was going through the Jupiter sub-period in Sun.

They’re saying: only when the seed is planted in the soil – then it starts to transform and grow into something big. Jupiter always supports me.

You asked the immortals something?

Guruji: In the very moment you just can think – oh my god, what’s happening? Then you begin to look back and start to think: next time I see him – then we will discuss something. But after 7 years back and the second meeting took place – again I was speechless. I couldn’t say anything. Now I’m not planning to ask; if he comes at least; let us see how it will go.

Can we prepare for this thing?

Guruji: What can we prepare?

Some stupid questions

Guruji: He already knows that. Suppose Babaji will appear and ask me: who are these idiots? I will say: sir, they are my disciples (laughing).

The first meeting was very serious. During the second meeting he was in a very jovial mood, even using bad words, laughing: that scared me even more. When such a powerful person, who can fry you with the bolt of lightning in a second, begins to smile and crack jokes – you’re scared.

The feeling from the immortals – of Babaji and Matsyendranath – were they the same to You?

Guruji: I was more scared of Babaji. You see, when you’re in a school – you’re more scared of the schoolteacher or the headmaster of the school. If you go outside and meet some professor from a university – you’re not that scared. You’re scared of the headmaster of your school. That feeling will be there.

But if we talk about power? How can You analyze or describe it?

Guruji: Before Matsyendranath nobody talked to me with such sweetness. He was absolutely relaxed; very different, very peaceful. But even then you’re nervous to a very great level. Two ladies were waiting – but he never introduced me to them and I didn’t dare to ask.

They were just listening in on your talk?

Guruji: They were just sitting behind him. Very regal, very beautiful looking and very tall, wearing brick-colored clothes.

They were looking like the same age of Matsyendranath or younger?

Guruji: They were young looking ladies – almost same. I can’t say – let’s say thirties.

Why is his story connected exactly with a fish?

Guruji: Fish are an example of the greatest of the great discipline. We must learn discipline from the fish. They never cross the border, never come to a land. We cross the border.

Such a story exists in different mythologies – when the fish ate the person but remained alive?

Guruji: Even recently, before the second world war – those who were hunting whales killed a whale and when they opened it – found alive, a man inside. It’s an authentic story. They saved him – he was just in between dying stages, the process had begun – but he survived. If it still happens now - Matsyendranath's story is truth.

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SHAKTIPATH, ONLY THE GURU DECIDES

The 'NUTRITION OF GURUJI' heading and the childhood ghost sighting

NUTRITION OF GURUJI

when You first time saw the ghost?

Guruji: I was very young then: maybe 6-7 years old. There was the marriage celebration of one of my cousin sisters, much elder than me; whole family was gathered and I saw somebody standing dressed up like Ku Klux Klan white thing. I was telling them – but nobody was seeing it.

You was scare?

Guruji: no.

and what was after that?

Guruji: he disappeared. He came with the bridegroom's party and went away with them.

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SHIVA JI APPEARING

The 1996 invocation of Vishnu and Shiva's appearance

SHIVA JI APPEARING

It was in 1996: I discovered the method to invoke any god and to be able to communicate with him face to face. So on 16th of june I was sitting in the central room where we initiate people on my wooden bed and I don’t know why this thought came to me: let’s invoke Vishnu, let’s see what happens.

I begin to invoke him in a certain way - and he appeared. He was very tall – his head was touching to the roof, extremely beautiful and very shapely. He had fantastic body; and he lifted me up. The moment he lifted me up the ail broke loose.

Suddenly Shiva appeared, very angry. He snatched me from him and roared in a very different voice. There was trident in his left hand, black trident, and he just threw it into his right hand and tried to attack Vishnu – he was holding me in the same time at the right hand. His black snake was also trying to attack – and Vishnu disappeared. I was so afraid: I was trying something else – and something else started. Then holding me he makes the round of that place where we worshipping Shiva Ji – it was very bad place then, all broken up, nothing, only cactus and cobras moving there.

Suddenly he disappeared and I found myself sitting here shaken, it took me a few months to calm down. And I recall that he was sweaty; he was very tall, slim, not muscular and he was wearing the elephant skin around his middle and skull garland. All his three eyes were open. Only one time I was looking up and see them – it was very ferocious, fearful thing. Most of the skulls were belong to the avatars of different era. When he touched me I somehow knew to which avatar they belonged: Shri Ramachandra’s skull was not there. Maybe he is still alive. His sweat touched me – so maybe something happen, because I’m feeling different after that. And where he circled – we found the natural Shivalingam and installed it there exactly on the cremation spot where now we’re worshipping.

Some knowledgeable sadhus and scholars told me that there is only one certification of seeing Shiva face to face – that the natural Shivalingam will appear and that person will continue to worship it. I think whatever were happen – were pure luck and grace and I’m very happy it happened with me. 16th of june 1996 – and within 10 days the whole area were flooded, everything changed, the soil was recycled; otherwise before the only cactus and thorny bushes were growing. It transform the whole area. Let’s hope – his grace is upon us. Even though: it was frightening experience, I was shaken.

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SHIVA JI APPEARING

Q&A on the appearance, the invocation and its aftermath

he had matted hairs?

Guruji: I don’t even remember that: just one look – and anger, all the eyes blazing with fire. He had two arms and wear elephant’s skin; later in Shiva purana we discovered that sometimes he wears Gajasura’s skin. Extremely fair colored and slim and tall. Vishnu figure was more like v-shaped – and he was very slim and tall, but chest was in front.

Vishnu afraid of Shiva Ji,

Guruji: he simply disappeared, when Shiva appeared in anger.

you did some ritual or mantra?

Guruji: no, it’s just concentrated invocation, no mantra. For yogis after a certain level - we don’t need mantras.

why Shiva Ji was angry?

Guruji: I don’t know, why he was so angry. Vishnu lifted me up and he just snatched me from him. I think that thing – when somebody smell my hand and feel high – maybe it is started from that day, because his sweat touched me. From scientific point of view – maybe some DNA passed on me that day – but we don’t know exactly.

you will belong to god or goddess forever if he lift you?

Guruji: looks like that – but I’ve never read in any books that he lifted someone like that. I’m really thankful that this thing happened. Maybe it was fated to be like that. I’m still thinking on that – now it is 22 years.

what You wanted to achieve when You invoke Мшыртг,

Guruji: just to look at him. Curiosity. And if such powerful god appear or not appear - it's not easy to invoke such powerful beings. Maybe only because he appeared – Shiva also appeared. When such big forces moved – so many happens around. It’s not easily tolerated. Within 10 days flood came, the python hit my stomach and so many things changed for better after that. It was like cleaning of the old place.

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SMASHAN AND SUSHUMNA

The influence of a strong soul - Kali Ma's blessing

THE INFLUENCE OF A STRONG SOUL ON THE WHOLE KIND

have You the experience of the close interaction with Kali Ma?

Guruji: she first bless me way back in 1996. And still I receive Her grace. First She, then Shiva. Then some physical evidences will come up: like I got so many body parts of Shakti. After Shiva Ji appeared I’ve got Shivalingam; such things will start.

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TEST FROM MATSYENDRANATH

The test from Matsyendranath

TEST FROM MATSYENDRANATH

before You someone in our lineage have meetings with Matsyendranath or Gorakhnath?

Guruji: I think it was greatest from great grace from him: Matsyedranath has not been seen since he was so-called rescued by Gorakhnath. Never been heard of him after that. When he went to the kingdom of women; you know people – when you’re with women they will draw only one conclusion. But every siddhi, supernatural abilities, also called woman. Nobody sees that. Hanuman is guarding the kingdom of women: Hanuman is celibate – why he is guarding the kingdom of women? They are siddhis, supernatural abilities. And he mastered them.

so from what Gorakhnath rescued him?

Guruji: it was the test from Matsyendranath. Maybe the final test from Guru to disciple. Matsyendranath was just playing it and Gorakhnath tried to rescue him, he passed the test. Many people just leave the Guru if he’s gone saying he’s not the real man. Gorakhnath tried his level best to rescue him. and the truth is: they were just sitting at the dhuni together on Girnar and Matsyendranath created this illusion. After that Gorakhnath appeared in some stories, but Matsyendranath never appeared. If he appeared now – I think some very important plan is already ruling, which we maybe not aware still. Siddhi – even in Hatha Yoga Pradipika they are called devangana – the divine women. Siddhi is a woman. And yogi love to call Kundalini also a woman. What they are talking – they are talking in a twilight language – and people understand from their point of view and development.

who were two sons of Matsyendranath, killed by Gorakhnath?

Guruji: they both become tirthankaras in Jainism. They existed physically. If he can create Gorakhnath – he can create two more. And I still have no idea, who were that two ladies with him. very impressive looking, very beautiful, more than 2 meters tall. I was too nervous to ask anything. They look at me and smile – but remain silent. It maybe due to the respect to the Guru. When the Guru will talking – they will remain quiet.

Such meeting not described nor in our lineage neither the other lineage.

what Matsyendranath told to You?

Guruji: he talked with me so sweetly; we discussed about kundals – he asked my ears pierced and wear kundals. He talked about creating of dhuni. He was aware of Shiva appearing – it supposed to be very important event among Nath yogis. I went to see him after two years finding Him.

You have no dhuni before?

Guruji: no, only Shiva temple. It begin to develop after installation. First Ganganath came and told us so many things, then he send a message to be there in exact time. Then it took us quite some time – about one year – to create the technicalities of the dhuni. For outer observer it looks like simple fireplace – but it’s not like that. And the supernatural things begin to appear immediately after that. Now there are hundreds of photographs. He has triggered something. It was easy for me to coming there; but as a took of respect – the junior should come to the senior. If he made his appearance after thousands of years – it is too incredible. It is certain place in Maharashtra, called Mahur gahr. It is said that Dattatreya resides in the afternoon there. There are some ashram of aghoris; and nobody remains there after 4 or 5 in the afternoon. I was called there. That is amazing: never our lineage has connection with Nath yogis. First Ganganath came after installing the Shivalingam and he constantly called him only Avadhut. Chandranath was the direct disciple of Gorakhnath and he had only two disciples – Ganganath and Darshani Nath. All three were here. But meeting Matsyendranath was beyond my wildest imagination.

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The miracle of water in the kund turning in to the milk.

The avadhut, Barinath and the Bharthari lineage

… he called me avadhut; and he told me that I will find the natural Shivalingam and install him on the cremation area of the king – and then the whole world be changed. He told that in 1998. But look back at 17 years: world is very different now. Even the weather is different – winters are not so harsh now. And when he laid down on the ground – it became whitish and remain like it about one year. So his energy must be very different. He was looking like a genie. His muscles looked very separated, not even one gram of fat was visible in his body – all his muscles was like ropes strained and he was shining like bronze. The skin color was similar to bronze. No hairs. He was carrying 2 billions rupees in cash. It can not be said – or he was shaved or it was natural for him. The whole body was hairless. Actually more details come to memory when you looking back, but you don’t mention all them in that moment. And he was calling me Barinath – “the senior nath”. Bari means the elder one.

and we know you as Atmanath.

Guruji: this is another mystery we discovered. Before we were not aware about Bharthari lineage. He create him from the ashes of his dhuni.

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THE STORY OG GOVARDHAN HILL

First Mahashivaratri

Guruji: it was in year 1992 when we went through over home town, bare bodied wearing only with yellow clothes in the middle – that was a sort of declaration. In 1992 we went officially to the temple; before that in 1986 I was in Benares in my Guru’s house and it was Shivaratri day.

I’m a lazy person, trying to stay away from crowds – so I was just lying in my room in my Guru’s house. He told me: this is Shivaratri and you’re in Benares: you must go to Vishwanath temple and offer your pranam. Have darshan! It was a special day – thousands and thousands and hundreds of thousands of people will go. I was in the line for many hours – when my number will come. but Guru was insisted on that – so I went. I have some Datura flowers and I was in line. I stood up in line about 10:30 or so and my number come after 4 o’clock in the afternoon – continuously I was standing there. When I entered the temple – from one side the men line was there, from another side the women line was there – and you can bent down and touch Vishwanath Ji. It is inside some sort of square in the ground. I was allowed to touch – and I offered my things and bent down – one old lady pushed me in my back and I fell on top of Vishwanath Ji Shivalingam. I was shirking that square thing and I couldn’t rise. The priest lifted me up and I was so angry; when I look at the lady – she was very old and already feeling sorry, and the priest of course scourged her – what are you doing?! I just went furious.

Then I told this story to my Guru and he laughed – I saw him laughing so much first time in my life. He laughed and laughed then said: now Shiva is accepting you as an offering to Him. then it came to me that I’ve never ever heard that somebody fell on top of Shiva. I will say – after that the life begin to change: everything becomes different slowly-slowly. And the push was from Shakti. I still remember that woman – Gujarati very old babushka.

Now I look back and I say – nothing happen by chance . Behind every coincidence there is will of God . In that moment I was thinking – it’s my bad luck, I was standing in a line for hours, now I fell on top of the Shiva Ji; - then I realized, when the Guru was laughing, - this is something special. Now Avadhut is come to me – maybe it was a part of process. Natural Shivalingam on the cremation area to be installed on the cremation spot of the king. And this is not ordinary cremation area: 16000 queens of Krishna were cremated here.

Here even monkey supports me: they brake the dry branches of the trees and throw them down. They are taking care.

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There is no preparation for Kriya Yoga.

Tirupati 1997

TIRUPATI

It was in 1997; me and one of my disciples just went there. We don’t know what to do – when we saw the line. It will take to stand about 17 to 20 hours – and you will have darshan of 2-3 seconds. So we just went there stooding the line and I begin to feel very queer. In thousands of people only I was having long hairs – everybody, ladies, gents – all were shaven heads. What’s happening – people were looking at me and start to shouting: Gopala, Gopala! They were looking at me: Govinda, Govinda! We look around – it was about 700 or maybe thousand of people where.

Then from somewhere two policeman came. They said something in tamil – “swami” I can recognize. When policeman asks you – please, step aside – there is always some problem. You have no choice, when policeman is calling you – so we step on one side. He open one lock – in we were in front of Balaji. I think – what happen? Line was just going and we were away from the line, just standing there. I told you – it’s the very powerful thing, when you’re staying there: he just standing and looking down at you.

I have my Gita with me; something came over me – I just went under the barricade, put my Gita to his feet and touched it – nobody stopped me! I came out and again we were standing. When I start moving, people were saying Swamigal – and show me Him, showing by gestures that should remain here. We were here from 15 to 20 minutes – which is the very long time standing in front of Balaji. Finally we said ok, did pranam and go. In a cue you cannot be there long – even 2 seconds is too much. I think it was a direct grace from him.

Amazing darshan.

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WHAT WILL BE AFTER DEATH

How the Shailendra mantra came — the 2004 Shakti puja

How did this mantra come to you?

Guruji: I think it was 2004. We were having Shakti puja here, in this room. It looked different then, there was a wall behind me …

At that time we were just offering the morning arati, and the whole room suddenly echoed with this mantra, maybe 3-4 times. I looked at the people who were present – no reaction. I asked : “ Have you heard? ”

They did not hear anything. I wrote it down immediately. That ’ s how it came. It actually took me quite some time to decipher its meaning.

My name was mentioned there, but it is also a synonym of Giriraj Ji …

People could say: “ Look at the scale of his vanity – now he ’ s creating the mantra with his own name! ” ; but then the understanding came: it was an utterly different thing.

I knew that Giriraj, Shailendra and Yogiraj are all used to address Krishna in this area – even though the majority of people here are devotees of Krishna, they still call him “ Yogiraj”.

It means “ We know Giriraj; we keep Yogiraj Krishna in our mind; and may Goraksh – the protector of the cows – inspire us. ” This is the rough meaning of it. And it really invokes some blessings of Giriraj Ji – and maybe blessings from Gorakhnath and Shri Krishna as well.

Some disciples perceive that mantra as a mantra addressed to you personally.

Guruji: My name is there – of course, it could be that.

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Life-story account of Babaji and the lineage

Instagram clip, ASR: a narrated introduction to the fifth Guru of the paramparā and a garbled first-person start of an account dated 2 April 1988, breaking off.

Times have changed but the tradition is continued today by the fifth Guru of this parampara In all his born days he is fortunate to have met many immortal great people like Matsendrinath, Mahavatar Babaji Maharaj And basis his description a 70% to 80% resemblance image of Babaji Maharaj is created for the first time I was born in 1988 in April for a long time. They were required to do my help. We were stopped in the kashi-muksh-bhavan. It was the night of 1988 in 2 April. It was 2 hours ago. I was doing my work in the kitchen.

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Tao Te Ching — The Yogic Way

Tao Te Ching — Discussion 4: Churning the Ocean — Five stone men changed my DNA memory

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Darshans2021#09 | Shree Shailendra Sharma

Darshans2021#09 | Shree Shailendra Sharma

Q:

which month was it?

Guruji:

it was hot time – maybe may. May 1997.

Q:

You go to any particular place?

Guruji:

to the main temple and inside the temple premises – there was a place: seat of Shankaracharya. No big deal, it was easy. This was something.

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Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill

Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill

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Anna: Please tell us what Shiva means to you. How is an image and worshipping of Shiva came to your life?

Guruji: I was born in Bharadvaj Gotra, our family God is Shiva. Even though I have never done any formal worshipping of him in my youth. The worshipping started in my life when we had found this natural Shivalingam here near Govardhan hill. I heard an inner voice indicating It’s location and installed the Shivalingam exactly on the cremation spot of the King (Maharaja of Bharatpur) …and so the worship had begin. For the last 20 years we are doing this worship continuously. Shiva is also the first Guru of yoga, the giver of yoga. So I think it’s very natural for me to respect him by worshipping him everyday.

Anna: Guruji, then if Shiva is the first Guru of yoga, please tell your vision of Him.

Guruji: The vision (or actual seeing) was very different for me. And it was frightening. I was doing something here in the central room and suddenly Shiva had appeared. It happened probably on the 16 of june 1996. Since then everything in life is different… This cremation area is special. Cremation areas are considered to be a home of Shiva, who lives on the cremation grounds, smashans. And this is the most ancient samshan in this area as we know of.

16 thousands wife of Krishna were cremated here as well as Royal family Baratpur dynasty of Kings; 6 kings have been cremated here – and that makes this cremation area very special. That’s why I think Shiva appeared here and continues to be present here in a form of natural Shivalingam.

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Shri Shailendra Sharma - Talks about Shiva and worshipping of Him on Govardhan hill

Invocation, frightening rescue and transformation

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Anna: Guruji, can you tell more about the visit or, let’s say, the moment when you saw Shiva. What did you feel?

Guruji: I will tell you. I was invoking someone else. There is a method… by using it any God can appear and you can see it face to face. I was invoking some other God. He appeared immediately, as if he was waiting for my invocation. It was, let’s say, 11:30 - 12:00, at noon time.

The moment this Deity appeared he tried to lift me. Immediately Shiva appeared, very angry. And He just is snatched me from that particular God and just rode on him and tried to attack him with His trident. I froze, I mean, you never expect this things, you are always thinking about such great moments in romantic terms...

Shiva had a scull garland and most of the Avatar’s sculls were on this garland - except Rama, Ramachandr. And He was wearing an elephant skin around his middle. He was very slim, very tall, his head was touching the roof. And He was sweating. When He snatched me, His sweat touch me. He went to another side of the building, from where we now go every day to the temple to worship Shiva. And wherever He stepped - rudraksha trees had grown there later.

So maybe He came here to inspect the place where we finally came to (place of Shivalinga installation). Or maybe He is planning to have here something else. I was shaking for a very long time, it was a very frightening and traumathic experience. It took me many months to recover… and maybe I have not yet completely recovered from that.

But in my view this event was a very positive thing for this place. Before it the whole area was like extreme desert. The soil was saline or acidic and only cactus and thorny bushes had been grown here; planting the garden was an utopic thought. Within 10 days from Shiva’s appearance the whole area was flooded and remained under water for more than three months. The soil changed, everything began to look better and more beautiful. I believe that His appearance has actually changed nature here. It is hard to believe that once upon a time cactus and thorns were everywhere and it was impossible to walk barefooted. Now you can go everywhere without shoes. Not a single thorn….

Such was a transformation after His appearance. Later, when I have discussed this thing with some wise and senior people and read many books, they said that only confirming evidence that Shiva actually appeared in front of you would be to find a natural Shivalingam. And after sometime since Siva’s appearance it happened, Shivalingam was found. I think it’s a big privilege for me to pay my respect to Him every day. Amazing year of 1996, 22 years ago. We stopped sitting for satsang in the central room of this house also, the room is different now - we only teach kriya yoga there.

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guruji.com.ua — mysrical-stories

guruji.com.ua — mysrical-stories

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sed and he became very ill and went into coma, i had to go Gwalior for some work and when i came back he was in coma. when Vaidji came here that time again that voice said Until you go and meet him he will not have Moskha/Mukti then i went in the evening at 4-5 pm, we went by walking from here. He was Unconscious that time. I came back after doing my pranam and that very night at 4am in the early morning he left his body and i take this as a grace of Giriraj Maharaj that we were able to have darshans of such a Saint.

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The Owner of the Kund

The Owner of the Kund

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So I began sending some mental message. We went there after sunset when the sound was on. We put incense there and said: “Please, contact”. It went on for maybe two months. Then on 27th of January 1995 we found the statue of Shakti in the evening and then at about 8 o’clock, I received a mental call: “Come. I will talk to you”.

Alone I went there. There is a bridge which is now under water. In the Kund there are two very big door-like structures and the bridge is in front. The water was not up to that level then. So I went and stood there on the other corner of that bridge, waited for a few seconds only and the snake appeared. Only his upper body came as if it was hanging form somewhere. It was a very horrible looking big head without spreading the hood. It looked like a python to me. It just came from under that doors. I just saw his head – about three-four feet only. By considering the thickness I think it must have been at least thirty feet long.

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The Owner of the Kund

Protection, distance and end of hissing

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Then I began to hear a voice inside my head. He told me: “I am here for more than four hundred years and with my blessing the Bharatpur family became Kings. And as long as my blessings are with them, their family line will continue. I have invited you here and I am protecting you”. And he began to give me names of so many people whom he had killed. Yes, people had been dying already: whoever had come to fight him would die.

He told me so many other things also – certain things which I had never known. He also told me to maintain a distance from him because his breath was very poisonous. I was already feeling very diseased with the effect of his breath. I also recognized the smell of his body – a very peculiar type of smell.

Then it was the end of the meeting. It lasted for may be thirty-forty minutes, I don’t remember exactly. Somehow I dragged myself back and went to sleep. I got up after 10 o’clock next day. I slept for more than 12-14 hours.

From that day he stopped making those hissing sounds. It was like an indication to invite to communicate.

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Awakened Corpse

Awakened Corpse

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There was a smashan near the place where I lived. Somehow I got interested in getting a siddhi kill (killing by means of special power, developed with the particular practice). It is called “marna” in Hindi. I made friends with a man who knew those things and he gave me a certain mantra. The ritual was very simple. You need to sit down there for the particular restarts of your consciousness for 21 days doing that mantra for certain times. When you are young you are a fool — so I just decided to try it. I took that mantra and a certain ritual. But it was a smashan where most of the time any corpse was burning there. And I had to go there exactly at 12 o’clock in the midnight and exactly till 4 a.m. I had to do my japa there. For 20 days nothing happened. And on 21st last night I saw the corpse. He must be a poor man. Cause only one log of wood was on the top of that corpse and it was burning. So the corpse was half-burn and half alright. It looked very dangerous and horrible. So I just sat on my usual place and began my japa trying to avoid looking at that corpse. Half of his body was burning, half was okay. He was a very dirty-looking fellow. Suddenly there was a small blast near the corpse and a blue light suddenly went up and his head moved to look at me. He looked at me with one eye. I thought of running away. But he told me: “If you run, you will go mad”. So I plucked up my courage and finished the ritual. I was full of fear, because the corpse was looking at me all the time. When the final thing was done suddenly the blue light disappeared and the corpse again was dead and everything was fine. But I began to feel different.

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Yogi’s Abilities

Yogi’s Abilities

We were neighbours in Gwalior. When I was living in a rented house they were living in front of me. He is my lovely old friend. And I will tell you about a very interesting incident because now he is here, so it reminded me. So many persons were coming to see me. And we were having a good time talking and he was not aware that I am a yogi and I am practicing yoga.

So one evening we were standing on his roof, just having a breath of air and that’s it. And he asked me, “What do you do, why these people come? Are you an astrologer or something, or a tantrik.” I said, no. “Then what do you do?” And I disappeared in front of him. And he was so afraid that he came to see me after 18 years of that incident. It happened 20 years ago. In ‘88 I think I disappeared for 30 minutes. And he was so afraid he thought that I am a ghost. He was too shocked for that.

Then I became aware that anybody would be scared. I thought we would laugh at that but I was wrong. He was thinking that I am ghost and then he was so afraid that after 18 years we met again here. Then I realised that it is not a very healthy thing to do because he had no idea about yoga then and how does a yogi develop.

I had already been a guru for four years. I had maybe nearly 80 or 90 disciples at that time. They were coming to me regularly and we were having good discussions. Tea was there from the very beginning. Now I am more popular than at that time. Yes, and we were neighbours and very good friends. Not were, we are very good friends. And his mother used to feed me with so many good things whenever I will go there. We were like a family then. I even attended his marriage also. And I think it was the first time I disappeared openly. But it was all in good fun. It was a very different reaction.

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The Meeting with Matsyendra Nath and the House Built for the King

The Meeting with Matsyendra Nath and the House Built for the King

My sister is returning from MahurGad where there is a very ancient place of Dattatreya and they also saw that room where Matsyendra Nath called me and we had a meeting in 2000. Matsyendra Nath, the guru of Gorakhnath. He is also one of the immortals. I had a meeting with him on the 16th of June 2000 at about say 12 o’clock in the noon. He was more than 7 feet tall, very shapely and very slim, with a black beard and not very long hair. Very fair in colour. And two ladies were with him whom he did not introduce. But they were sitting with a smile looking at me. And of course I was very nervous in front of them. He told me that the yoga practice which I was doing was all right. He gave me a certain mantra also to add to my practice and told me the technique or the way how to start a dhooni. There are some special things attached what he told me, which I did. And also he asked me to wear these kundals. So I arranged them and then I had my ears pierced and I am wearing them. I think it was a historical moment in my life because I had read about Matsyendra Nath. Whoever becomes interested in yoga reads about Gorakhnath and Matsyendra Nath and all these great yogis. And it was beyond my wildest imagination and expectation that someday I will get to meet him in person. He sent one of the Naths – Ganganath here. He is also a legendary figure in Nath lore, in the lineage of Nath yogis. He is the disciple the of disciple of Gorakhnath. And he is also supposed to have attained immortality. So he gave me the message: you must be at that place at this and this time. So I went there. Although, even till he came it was almost impossible for me to believe that I have come here. To go and to see Matsyendra Nath, I mean it looks like a very wild story. Then I came back and I started my dhooni. Made holes in my ears and arranged these kundals and I think life is much better and much more spiritual nowadays than before. But he never introduced me to those two ladies. They were also more than 6 feet tall. Very beautiful, very shapely, they were wearing saris with no blouses. They looked like Indians, but their colour was very fair. And I was feeling like a kindergarten child, who somehow has been called by the principal of a great institute. That way I was feeling there. After that there was no meeting with anybody for 8 or 9 years. But the area is looking better and better and better since then.

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God is Laughing

God is Laughing

And we had a hilarious incident − hilarious now, in that time it was very serious. We had a certain area where there was no water. So I purchased a bore-well about one kilometer away from here and I was planning that we would lay down the pipeline. He had some land just beyond my boundary. He came to visit me in the afternoon and we were discussing which land the line of water would cross. And he told me: “I have some land, you can put your waterline there. I will have no objection. Show me where your land is so I will plan”. And we were going there near my boundary wall and were about to reach it. I was just talking about waterline when he heard somebody laugh behind us. It was a very loud compelling laugh. There was nobody. He asked “Guruji, who laughed?” I said: “Maybe God laughed hearing what we were talking?” And suddenly the wind rose within seconds. It was so heavy that it was just pushing us from there to here − we were almost rolling on the ground. We just entered the house and the big wind was blowing for two-three hours. And the very next day the whole area got flooded. Then it came to me that maybe God really was laughing when this talk was to lay down water pipeline.

The bore-well which I bought remained underwater for 5 years.

Then we arranged some other bore-wells. Now we are having water for that.

Well, these signs are so big that you simply cannot ignore them. But this sign was out of the blue: laughter, the wind rose suddenly and the next day it was flooded and the whole area remained underwater for more than two months.

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